It was a storage day today. I was feeling withdrawn in the morning but I had to go to work. So I pushed myself to go and got busy as soon as I arrived.

Things just kept going and I was busy throughout the day but the feeling of being withdrawn persisted. I had meetings, phone calls, emails, and worked on some hard problems.

When I got home I just went on the computer and stayed there until it was time for bed. I didn't say a thing to my wife except for Hello when I walked in.

I guess I was craving the thought of being alone and finally got my chance in the evening in front of the computer.

I don't like days like this because I just force my way through whatever I'm feeling and it takes a lot of mental energy to do that. And in the end I don't feel better at all.

I hope this week is better for everyone.