this is one interesting thread.......

you know, a couple years ago, I actually had a "friend" person directly say to me that I had the good life (perfect life or whatever phrase it was). cuz I didn't have to go to work everyday!!! needless to say, I NEVER spoke to that person again!

while I admit I couldn't handle the 'regular life' of many people, with the busyness and stress and all that - at the same time, I KNOW they couldn't handle my life either!! I have severe depression and anxiety disorder (panic attacks) and loads of ptsd; who in their right mind would want to trade and deal with that?!?!?!

I'm drowning in trauma and no one can see it - cuz it's all internal :''(