every manic episode i have had i have concocted very detailed governmental and military scenarios and everyone is involved in it. I always think i am coming into a massive amount of money and start planning how i can redevelop the city, stuff like that...different episodes are different story lines but it always includes the government and military ( i am a veteran i think thats why) I layer and layer my stories to point everything around me and everything i see fits into my world.....Another thing I learned is I am mean to my oldest daughter, this is odd because during this time i feel closest to her. I am also in great pain when i am manic, but I cant rest my body
I have chains of command throughout my mania world i have found and in several of my episodes i have climbed it high enough to actually meet God and have discussions with him. That is another common thread in my manic episodes
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Lithium- 900mg
zoloft-200mg
clonazepam-1mg tid
buspar-30mg
ritalin-20mg tid
topomax-100mg
fluphenazine-5mg
dx: Bipolar 1 w/psychotic features, Anxiety Disorder, Agoraphobia, adhd, ptsd
**BE THE CHANGE YOU WANT TO SEE IN THE WORLD.**--Gandhi
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