I saw pdoc this morning. Someone else sat in on my appointment because my case manager is out sick. Pdoc said I always seem to have it together - I assured her I am NOT always ok! she asked several questions about my sleep and energy and feelings in general and then decided I'm depressed and prescribed more Rexulti. Just a half mg more but she said it should "brighten" me. We also discussed my being brought up in an alcoholic family- so the lady who was sitting in printed me resources for Alanon and food banks. As if THAT makes me more cheery! I came home and ate canned soup. A stash I keep "just in case"- well now is "just in case". I ate the whole can at once. Probably not the serving size but oh well. I'm waiting for N3 to get home. He went on a walk. I rescheduled my appointment that was supposed to be tomorrow morning because I accidentally took my blood thinner yesterday. Now its not till December. But that's ok- I figured they wouldn't have a spot until February so this is better.