Welcome to the PC Bipolar Forum!
I hope you will find the support and the information you may be seeking.
It's great you have jumped in here! Please know you are very welcome to continue to post here and on other threads.
I am sorry your parents do not understand. I have found this to be often true. It is sad and likely stirs up other feelings, too.
Our friends (aboce) have mad great suggestions!
I am hoping you od have a therapist and/or a pdoc to help you with this issue.
In the U.S., we have an organization that works with families in family education, etc. Do you know if there is a similar organization in your area?
It's just fine to express your many feelings here. We do understand. We will do our best to lend support to you.
I hope to see you around!