So my grandmother, the saint that she is, said that she will pay for cobra for me until I can get proper insurance from a job. This is because I can’t get coverage for my son through the healthcare.gov for some reason. I might be able to once open enrollment starts but as of right now he’s not covered. So as long as I pay my premium for this month I will have insurance again. So I can finally go to the dr for the diabetes symptoms. I am so annoyed by them. I hate being so hungry all the mother****ing time, having to pee eighty times a day, downing bottle after bottle of water...if it’s not diabetes (which I’m hoping for) I hope we can at least figure out what it is. Now that depression is not masking my appetite, I am gaining weight again because I’m so hungry.

Mood wise I’m doing well. Seem to be on even ground again. Not too happy, not agitated, not depressed. I’m happy the med change worked so quickly. I really needed a break.

I’m looking forward to my job interview on Monday. I think it would be a good job for me. Still low paying but at least it would be full time. Right now as a sub I’m not guaranteed full time employment any time soon. Apparently there’s another person who just lost her one to one who is a full time employee with a contract so they have to give her a position first.

I just booked a hotel for me and RS in the mountains for our one year anniversary in November. I’m really excited about it. I haven’t been on a trip since a year or two before my husband died. So what, five, six years? And we will be kid free! Just us. We will drive there after worn on Friday and cone back Sunday morning. That will give us one full day to have fun. I’m hoping it won’t be TOO cold because I want to visit this monolith park and hike around. I also want to go to the antique market and then hard cider tasting. I’m excited if you can’t tell lol!