I want to cry and I want to sleep and neither of those is happening....I dread telling my mom tomorrow that she rescheduled her life for no reason whatsoever. I am this close to a panic attack; my heart is racing. But so far it hasn't grown. I just am so MAD about the scopes. I tried to be calm and pleasant in my emails but it was hard to not yell at them. I'm hoping with a slight chance that the GI dr I saw can do my scopes Monday as scheduled since he isn't scared of me.


Did I mention the irony that the Dr who refuses to work with me/my pdoc is a trained pdoc? She was a pdoc in another country and they when she moved here she trained in GI. I bet she was a GREAT pdoc......(sarcasm)...........