drop me in a casket already, bury me deep so I cant feel anything, or burn my body I don't care, take these pills and shove them, don't give me air, let me go so I won't feel, save your prayers and your kneel, I was damned when born, afflicted with a disease, my soul cold, frayed, exhausted and torn, let me go from this cruel, dark place, I don't want to be here anymore, its too much to bare, don't be sad for me, its my wish to be gone, don't you see? I am just done, save your tears. unless its to drown me, so many wasted years, I'm on the ledge, just a few steps, It wont hurt much, let me finally go there, its ok, don't worry, I'm not scared, I know just the right touch, or maybe just a blade? ring around the neck with a rope, I crave so many different ways, too many pills, things are getting blurry, take your time, you don't have to hurry, this is what I want...