I am thinking it is definitely helping. Not just with impulse shopping but irritability with my daughter when she does something she knows I don’t like.
I have always beaten myself up because I don’t have a job. My daughter is nearly 12, and I am well educated but I am only a housewife. And now I tell myself I take care of my husband and daughter, and that is an important job and there is no reason to be ashamed of it.
I have gone to bed without wishing I’d die of natural causes in the course of the night for over a week now. I used to wish that for myself nearly every night for years.
Sometimes, I even find myself thinking positive acclamations, like I am strong, I am a survivor, I am good enough.
Brain chemistry is a weird thing indeed.
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Bipolar 1, PTSD, anorexia, panic disorder, ADHD
Seroquel, Cymbalta, propanolol, buspirone, Trazodone, gabapentin, lamotrigine, hydroxyzine,
There's a crack in everything. That is how the light gets in.
--Leonard Cohen
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