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Old Oct 17, 2019, 09:15 PM
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Sorry but I just can’t stop running my brain. I just got higher and higher as the day went on. My pdoc increased my Seroquel to 600 (from 400) MG and decreased my Wellbutrin by 150 MG. I was cool enough around my husband that he didn’t take my keys (I also didn’t tell him about the med changes just yet because then he would definitely take them) so I did go to that support group although I have to admit I was far too stimulated and exhilarated to drive on the way there. I was singing and dancing to Pearl Jam and Charlie Daniel’s Devil Went Down to Georgia. I am shocked my husband let me drive as he asked me no less than 5 times today if I was getting manic. I am wondering if that is why I’ve had no difficulty waking up and staying up these last few days.

I really liked the support group but I know my mannerisms and dynamic speech really stood out because between the speeding (I won’t even go there), music, and excitement/nervousness for the meeting, I was soaring.

I am already tired. So, that’s a good thing. I just pray I don’t sleep until 3:30 in the afternoon again tomorrow. Please just give me some type of balance!
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Every finger in the room is pointing at me
I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring
I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth
Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now

Tori Amos ~ Crucify

Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder
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