Hi T

I asked to schedule an appointment but I honestly dont know if I should even go,

Last session u seemed so apathetic and uninterested

You asked "why'd you stop talking ?"

I thought... well u seem pretty bored

I was so excited to tell you my 2 big news. But ur response was very lackluster

Idk t . I think a lot these days about endings . And what it will look like. I wonder if you think of it too ?

I just feel so detached right now from my therapy . But isnt that the goal? I have my own life now ... friends...a good job that I am excelling it

At what point is it pointless to bring up trauma over and over ....

A lot of these thoughts are fears I have that you are tired of me and my therapy. That you want me to stop coming

And I seriously beg you that if that is the case, just tell me.