I know I am fat. I don’t need a dr telling me that before he will do surgery I have to lose weight. I have gained 100 pounds on Seroquel over the years. I have tried going off it many times but I always crash. It is the only medicine that keeps out of the hospital. I have tried to lose weight and nothing works. I am going to my primary care next week to talk options. Problem is I need a knee replacement so that makes exercise tough. I am not eating much like I used to on Seroquel.

This is all making me pretty depressed. I hate being fat. I hate being told by a dr that I am fat as if I didn’t know. Maybe I can go off Seroquel if I do weekly ketamine treatments. That would be really expensive though.