Thank you both for your responses.

The funny thing is I haven't been taking my meds like I should for a long time and the more I don't take them the more I think I can do this on my own.

Like it was my meds that was making me worse instead of the other way around.

I know it might not make sense, but I'm sure my psychiatrist is going to have a hey day with me on Wednesday when she finds out I haven't been taking my meds like I should.

Sometimes I wish my Therapist would just call her and talk to her, herself, because I don't see what she sees.

Maybe I'll ask her to. She already has permission to, both on her end and on the other end.

Thanks,