May you find the answers you seek and find peace in your heart.

One place to start is by asking yourself what you DO believe to be true and WHY. Then move the process of searching from there.

Like, do you believe we have a soul? If so, what do you think happens to that soul when the body dies?

There are many ways to perceive God. Many religious and spiritual avenues to explore. It is upto you to decide, no one can decide for you. It's called freewill and we all have it.
feel free to pm me anytime. I would be more than happy to help however I can.

recluse1