I'm in there. things arose and the urge was there, but things changed and i dunno how really, i just didn't act on them and life went on. i have been binging on chocolate, chewed all my nails off, and have been biting the insides of my mouth and cheeks... so i guess things just shifted - but those things (in prespective) are not as damaging to my emotional state as cutting is. So I stay "up" more than i would if i cut.
The strange thing is, that I am dissociating at work... and things will go spinning... like the world turns violently upside down for a moment. (stress at work!!!) and i don't know if that is anxiety/panic? I think it is... and i usually want to cut right then, but i can't there. so it passes.

you're being really quiet out there... ???