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Same here. While manic, regardless of its stupidity, every thought I have is profound and must be written down. My writing is so much clearer, more beautiful and just better in general. I can’t write if I am depressed. However, if I am in a mixed state and am feeling depressed while manic, I can produce some very dark yet bewitching material.
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Every finger in the room is pointing at me
I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring
I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth
Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now
Tori Amos ~ Crucify
Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder
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