I have PDD-NOS written down along with schizophrenia and I was first misdiagnosed as OCD. I was diagnosed with ADHD as well and severe depression.

So the PDD-NOS is proof that I'm not just trying to get out of a schizophrenia diagnosis and stop my antipsychotic because I'm being honest and all I've ever been is HONEST!

I'm making an appointment with my psychiatrist and telling her that it could be PDD-NOS (High functioning autism. More high functioning than aspergers) with psychosis due to STRESS of what has happened in my life.

I'm extremely intelligent and I'm not going to let antipsychotics numb my brain and make me a zombie and kill the grey matter in my brain.

I'm a one of a kind. I'm not a sociopath but I act like one when I know that the government is corrupt and will do anything to shut me up. I was quiet and didn't defend myself or anyone else but now I'm awake after using psychedelics. The world is really messed up and I won't let my brain deteriorate. I won't.

I don't have very many symptoms of autism because they faded away. I don't believe in labels either and I believe that I am an individual. I'm pretty insane with the things I've done and believed in, the 50 different psychoactive substances and 20 different psych meds I've taken. But this is a new chapter and I will be myself at any costs and my step dad is the one that caused this and then says that I'm schizophrenic and pretends to feel sorry for me because he's a narcissist and was trying to manipulate my mother and beats her and beat me up and used me all my teenage life. The schools in Ireland were abusive as well because they didn't understand me. I was the top of the class in math but I always had mental problems.

I'm not letting my brain go to mush. This stops now. Stimulants don't make me psychotic. Why? Because I'm not schizophrenic!