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Oct 19, 2019, 03:24 AM
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Member Since: Jun 2008
Location: WYLTK
Posts: 768
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sorry about how this post is gonna come across but i've gotta do it......
i'm so f-ing tired of all of this: over 7 1/2 months of dealing with a concussion brain injury, nearly 20 doc appts in that period, and all the insensitive crap from people in my life! i'm so f-ing tired of being made fun of; okay, it's not exactly 'laughing' but you know, poking holes in what you say and implying that you're not bad enough (or symptoms aren't that bad...)!!!
today, i was getting botox injections in my head for headaches & TMJ issues. they were only a third of the way done when i fainted right there in the PT exam room! my bp bottomed out so far that i lost consciousness- was under the 60/40 mark!!!!! [i had to be helped from the chair i was sitting in over to the exam table] the doc & nurse plus two other nurses that assisted showed more concern than my own parents did!
i'm so freaked out by all this, and am now crying at the same time cuz the person in my life who would've almost driven 3 hours to get me/make sure i was okay, she died two months ago. she was the one i would've been texting with right now, in the middle of the night when everyone else is sleeping, but we're still awake and i'm scared.
i'm still having some symptoms from today and have no clue how long they will last, if they will get better, or what for sure exactly caused it. (and more importantly, IF it will happen again) and doctors in my rural area know nothing about Botox, so they are useless - i tired! i had 2 different emergency department visits in 12 hours!!! (my afternoon appt was 2 1/2 hours away)
what the h**l is going on, and why me & why now???????? i'm already drowning in everything......
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