Got some sleep last night. Interesting dream but barely remember it now. I read up on stomach stuff and think I might have GERD. So yesterday I avoided all the foods they said to avoid and laid down to read for a half hour first to make sure I didn't throw up, I didn't so I took my pills and presto magico I slept. It was very broken sleep but it was sleep. For that I'm grateful. I'm thinking now my doc might just agree with me and I won't have to do any of those horrible tests. Today I've only had rolls and water, I'm so afraid to eat anything. But I'm starving. I was even throwing up the salads and they are supposed to be safe foods.
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