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That family is surely going through difficult times. It sounds like you are giving as much emotional support to the living, the ones left as you can. Sometimes that leads to not having feelings one way or another for the person who is leaving this realm. Sometimes we can only give and feel so much and the rest will have to wait or never even come about. Maybe you feel in some way that what goes around comes around....not that you wish something bad on someone, but that life & death happen....for whatever reasons. There could be a number of reasons why you are feeling numb to her situation. But I don't see it as being bad....not at all. I've been in a similar situation in that respect so I can relate to where you are coming from.

sabby