Ok, so I guess Im not totally alone, I have you guys on here and I'm really thankful for that. I've found things easier since I got told about PC. But, as comforting as that is, it isn't the same as contact with 'real' people (please don't be offended by my use of the word real... just didn't know how to put it, hope you get what I mean).
I do have my mum for support, but she has big troubles of her own to deal with (some the same as mine and some different) we try to help each other, but when we're both depressed it's very hard. Also, we can't be there for each other all the time (I don't expect anyone to be). I don't know, maybe I'm feeling a bit bitter because I've no friends anymore and god knows I'm trying my hardest to get out and make friends.
I've been through one lot of 'self help' counselling and I'm on the waiing list now to see a therapist, been on it for many months now and things just seem to be getting harder.
Can anyone in the UK tell me roughly how long they were on the waiting list for counseling for?
I'm just struggling and need that extra bit of help to get me on my feet again.

for everyone
Molly
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Makes me that much stronger
Makes me work a little bit harder
Makes me that much wiser
So thanks for making me a fighter