. ....................,........................ HUGS, I've been where you are earlier this summer. Only I was meeting about 2 or 3 guys a week. Some were regulars. I got a grip for awhile but couldn't stay off the internet and began meeting men again. I'm online every day whenever I can. It's absolutely horrible, I feel like such a slut.....but I have to have the attention like my life depends on it. Good luck, I'm not on often but message me if you'd like.