I wonder if I am on too much medications. I sit down to write in a journal and I have no idea what to write. Even now it is tough. I normally can come up with something. There is so much in me that needs to come out. Like my irritating roommate in my inpatient treatment center. She drank my water last night then asked if I wanted back!! I feel violated! Needless to say I didn't drink from it again. I got a new cup. But then my towel for my feet disappeared. I don't know if it was her or the janitor.
It makes me feel not quite safe. Maybe I should bring it up to a lead and ask what to do next. Do I drop it or say something.
Oh and she was up to like 4am and left the door open. I like to sleep with the door closed. I got up like 2 times and saw her bed empty. Then when I got up she was asleep. And slept until after noon.
I don't have any options to trade rooms so I'm stuck. I don't want to make an enemy. She is going through a lot and crying a bit. I know it's hard here but have some common courtesy!!
Anyway, I on the other hand don't want to say too much. I want out of here to keep my job.
But here's what is up. No voices today, still down but it's more an up and day throughout the day. Like some situations help. And others don't. Like the last 24 hours. I need to get sleep and may take a melatonin to help me get sleep. I need it!
Any thoughts??