Mildly depressed.

When I wake up, I'm lethargic, lazy, unmotivated, and generally not excited for the day to start. Once things start rolling, though, I can usually manage. I mean, I still may not be very motivated to do things and I may still be lazy, but I do get things done.

I used to be very upbeat and happy prior to the onset of my bipolar around 14 y.o., but I've accepted that I'm never going to get that baseline back without the assistance of meds. (Right now, my baseline is good, but w/o meds, it's not.)