Congratulations, @Deilla! Let us know how it goes. @lillib and @peacelizard have already gave you some WONDERFUL advice. Try to listen to it and give it a try! You've got NOTHING to lose, right? Keep trying! I am sure you'll do WONDERFUL THINGS and that you'll meet MANY WONDERFUL PEOPLE! Keep it up and be proud of yourself for taking these HUGE, GIGANTIC STEPS ALL AND ENTIRELY BY YOURSELF AND ALL AND ENTIRELY ON YOUR OWN! Sending many safe, warm hugs to BOTH you, @Deilla, your Family, your Friends and ALL of your Loved Ones! KEEP FIGHTING AND KEEP ROCKING NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, OK?