My interview went well today. If hired I would be a one to one side with a student with behavioral difficulties. I’m used to doing that. I forgot to ask what the staff hours are though. If it starts at 8am I’ll be good, I just have to drop my son off at school and jump on the highway and I’ll be there in 20-25 minutes. I’ll be getting there JUST on time. If it’s sooner than 8am I’ll have to see if my mom will take him in the morning again. She probably won’t be happy but she will do it I think.

I’m so hungry. I really need to call my dr. I’m tired of being hungry and thirsty and exhausted. I slept for twelve hours both days on the weekend and I was still tired. I just need to see if I get this job and find out the hours. Then I’ll be able to know when I can go in.

Pdoc and therapist tomorrow. Haven’t seen either of them in two weeks. My therapist will be shocked that I am looking for yet another job. She’s going to think I’m nuts. I needed a full time job though. I can’t just sub for the next few months. It doesn’t pay enough. Plus there’s no insurance or anything.

Sigh. I hope I don’t have any nightmares tonight. The night before last every dream I had was scary.