I do just wish I could find some friends. You need people in real life. Yes, I have my friends from back home and we chat via Whatsapp all day long, but in the evenings and weekends it would really be lovely to see some physical people.
It appears to be very difficult to get in to see the GP, to get a repeat script as well as to get a referral to a therapist. This is going to frustrate me terribly about the NHS. Back at home we had to pay insurance, which was quite expensive, but we at least could see a GP that same day. And it was simple enough to get a referral to a therapist. The specialists did have waiting periods. But now I have to wait so long just to get into the system....My meds run out Mid Dec, so I need to make sure I get a refill before then

I just am really feeling lonely and miss my friends so much.
I already only shower every 2 days, because it is a mission. I normally just heat quick heat up meals, because I am too lazy to cook. Some days I need to keep busy, so I then do cook to distract me