Pinksoil,
Sorry things are so overwhelming right now and awful. Just take deep breaths and try to take it one day at a time. I know that sounds simplistic, but it's gotten me through lots.
Some time in the hospital once you're done school might not be a bad idea, assuming your insurance will cover it. I went IP last summer, for 7 weeks and it was one of the best things I ever did for myself. It let me focus entirely on myself and getting well.
--spltimage
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"I danced in the morning when the world was begun. I danced in the moon and the stars and the sun". From my favourite hymn.
"If you see the wonder in a fairy tale, you can take the future even if you fail." Abba
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