
Oct 22, 2019, 07:56 PM
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Member Since: Jul 2019
Location: Downtown Vibes, California
Posts: 15,701
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Originally Posted by Nammu
I've had 4+ years of stability on my current cocktail and don't want to jeopardize that even tho I also want a break. I know if I quit the AP I'll lose weight and be able to quit the cloister all meds too. But at 60 I hang on to stability and relish the sameness of the days in a way that I didn't when I was younger. What Christina wrote about the hypos was so right on for me, it was a drug that I loved and I was willing to risk the destruction for a couple weeks of glorious color. My baseline is slightly depressed but tolerable.
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Yes...I am right there with you on your entire post, including about what Christina said. I was quite literally crying...the first time I've ever known anyone else who had tha exact experience of hypomania/mania.
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