Dear Voodoo, First of all, I'm so glad you're here with us at PC. This is definitely the right place for you, so that was a great decision. Secondly, losing someone we love, no matter how, is just about the hardest thing there is. But, time does heal us, gradually. Meanwhile, do whatever you can to help yourself feel better. Think of the things you normally like to do. Do you enjoy music, movies, nature, spiritual things, theme parks? Maybe join a fun club at school? I know it hurts. But you need to get some sunshine into your heart
to help heal you. I wish you all the best! Lots of hugs!