Beauty is in the eye of the beholder. That is an absolutely 100% true statement. We are all human. We are all imperfect. Stop being so mean to yourself. And the people whose outward appearances you may be comparing yourself to whom you view as so perfect? Do you have any idea how many HOURS of hair and makeup those people sit through in order to sit or stand before some kind of a camera? Do You? Because I do. I was married to a model for 17 years. Her pictures and video were breathtaking at times. But that's not what she looks like. Not one bit. It's all just a great big show, intended to induce us to buy stuff. It isn't real. So don't be duped by the Great Marketing Machine. It is a lie. You are wonderful just the way you are. There are plenty of women out there would be happy to date you, you just apparently haven't met them yet. But you will. And it will be awesome. Chin up. Tomorrow is a new day. You can do anything you set your heart and mind to. Maybe you should work on figuring out what that ought to be.