I don’t have an eating disorder. I don’t have the signs. I eat and stuff. But I am obsessed with my weight. I have a severe fear of gaining weight. I weigh myself twice a day and am really happy when the scale goes down. I obsessively count calories multiple times a day. I’ll get off medications even if they are working if I think they are causing increased hunger. I lost a lot of weight 5 years ago. My T has brought up eating disorders before. I just don’t have the food issues associated with them. Is there some form of OCD that can be related to weight loss and calorie counting but not tied to anything else? Honestly I feel like my issues are kind of gender related and based on my fear of looking too feminine.