I am still feeling like I was hit by a train. It didn't help that I had previously promised to babysit yesterday and my sister lives 2 hours away so I drove down, leaving a lot of extra time because I get lost very easily in their town, waited an hour, picked up my nieces, drove them home and did dinner and playtime and then drove back home after my BIL was home. I left before noon and got home at 8:30 which is a lot when feeling so tired anyway.


My pathology results (or some of them? I don't know how many things to wait for) are back and so far everything is clear. Yet the symptoms are already starting back up. I'll need to make an appointment for my GI to see what is next. I can't believe I went through bowel prep and didn't get any answers. I keep trying to remember it just means I don't have to do it when I'm 45 in 2 years. Some encouragement...


Anyway, time to get my meds and try to sleep. The last few nights I've fallen asleep in the range that usually means I'll be waking back up for several hours in the night and I've slept straight through except for the bathroom. That is a sign of how exhausted I am; I never can go to sleep so early without paying a price.