My psychologist doesn't like to label, but I told him I wanted to hear what's wrong with me and I wanted to hear it from him.

He said "okay." And paused for a moment and then said "I'm sure I'll think of something."

This made me feel like I was wasting his time and I told him that. That if he told me I had a real reason to come, then I wouldn't feel so much like a waste.

I asked if he thinks I should be coming in twice a week. He said it all depends on if it's helpful. I told him "you're the doctor man, talk to me." He then said "do you want to change your times?" I couldn't answer, because I told him I always look forward to seeing him. "Well, you don't have much going on in your schedule, right?" And he was right, I don't and so I'm still going twice a week. Thing is... It's this pity? If he felt I didn't need to see him 2x a week, is he obligated to say something?

He told me to trust the process... I'm trying.