Wildflowerchild You can do it. You will be OK. And if it’s too much, it’s too much. I tried teaching 7th grade life science and lasted 3 days after the students began school. It was beyond overwhelming. H taught high school physics for 3 years, and he said his first year was the worst. He liked teaching, but he hated all the stuff admin dumped on teachers, being under appreciated and underpaid.

Sorry about your struggle trying to get disability.

If this job isn’t for you, I would start the job search ASAP.