Yes, I wanted to know what her diagnosis was. Part of what I was paying her for, IMO.

When it got to the point that she apparently couldn't stand me -- glared at me, got superior-attitude, and eventually terminated because she "didn't have the emotional resources" to continue, then I would have liked to have known what it was about me that generated that response in her -- IF she could have done it in an objective way, which I guess she probably couldn't. So then it probably would have come out all subjective blame, directed at me, kind of. Which wouldn't have been helpful. Or maybe it would have been? Then it would have been all out in the open, and her irrationality would have showed, so maybe I could have seen that. . .Hmmm. . .But maybe that's related to why she terminated because "she didn't have the emotional resources"?

I didn't care if she liked me or not. I didn't like her that much. I went into therapy not liking most (other) women, so it wasn't a biggie (didn't like myself, either). I thought/felt it was something that would work itself out in the therapy. . .it never did, not with any of the many therapists I saw.