I put some--I wondered what the therapist was thinking. Of course I care about the diagnosis too, just because it's part of my health record and I'd like to know but unfortunately most of the T's I've seen haven't been terribly forthcoming at what they think the diagnosis is. But also just personally, sometimes I wonder what they think of me. If they think I am wasting their time. If they genuinely like me. If they are thinking about the TV show they watched last night when I'm talking about something. Etc. I wish I didn't care. But part of me does. Here I am spilling out my deepest thoughts and feelings and I have no idea what they are thinking. Kind of sucks, really.