Well I am Aman, I recently was admitted to a day treatment program where they told me I was depressed. I have no emotion, no sad or happy. I laugh, I smile... but what's weird is that i only do it because I know it's what people want to see.

I can see people hurt, and i know how to fix them. When i can make a person smile, it gives me a boost. It's like i feel through them.

I am supposed to go to a therapists on the 9th. I am just not sure where to begin. I want to get fixed as soon as possible, but i am slowly realizing that this is bigger than taking a pill or exercising everyday.

I am thinking that maybe i should not waste my time with therapy. What do you all think?

-Aman