Been feeling lethargic and blah all week. Not sure what gives. Not super depressed although this might be depression related. I feel apathetic, but it's because everything tires me out. I am stressed which isn't helping, but not enough to warrant this level of feeling like crud. I also don't seem to be particularly sick, I sneezed a few times this week and that's about it. My SO has been very sweet as per usual and I am glad to have his support. In general I have been considering going back to my psychiatrist, but feel awkward as I am not sure if I want to try meds, and I don't know what I expect to come of it? I am not sure how to ask to be seen again if they will only see me if I am taking medication which I can understand. I partly want to talk about OCD treatment options, so maybe that.

Tomorrow I am playing games with friends. Something to look forward to (and I wanted to add something positive to my update). Hope everyone has a great weekend.