Hi, I need some help on the following topic. It's embarrassing to admit but I have an addiction to webcam pornography and I cannot get over it. I have tried to use willpower alone but that never works and I end up spending money on it still. I know it's not a good use of money but I always try to rationalize it to myself and I know that's not good either. I have never had a good relationship with a woman, and I feel like my relationship with women has always been sabotaged by my mental illness issues, so that is why I turn to webcam pornography, since it's a way to numb the pain of never fitting in emotionally around women (or around anyone, really). I guess that's all I had to share. Oh, and also, I am not even spending my own money on it. It's my parents' money, which I need to survive, so that's another aspect of it that makes it even more embarrassing. I feel like such a screw-up. Does anyone know of anything that might help me stop doing this?