I feel kind of wired today. Like I want to sing and dance lol. I woke up at 7:30, whereas I usually wake up at 9:30 on the weekends. I think I’m just excited for my mom’s party. I happy to see her. Haven’t seen her in about two weeks. I’m not as excited to see my brother and his wife. Especially his wife. I love my brother for sure but I still feel like his wife has turned him against my family and I don’t really want to be around her.

I really want to have a conversation with my brother without her there but I know he will tell her everything anyway. So then she will be against me too when she’s already against my mom. Then I’ll never see my brother. But I guess that’s not too much different from now, is it?

I’ve done some chores today because my MIL is coming tomorrow and I know she’s very clean so I didn’t want her to see my house a wreck lol. I swept the floor, my son mopped, I did all the dishes, I cleaned the guineA pig’s cage AND the litter box. Now I just have to vacuum in the living room. But my son is playing monopoly with his imaginary brother lol so I can’t right now.

Alright, almost time to leave for the party!