If that's how you really feel, it might actually be worth looking into that savings situation to see if you could fund some kind of trip without taking out a loan. I see you are somewhere in Europe and I assume by 'trip' you mean somewhere on another continent. If that is true, there are package deals to lots of cool places that include air, hotel, transfers, even food. Just depends on where you were thinking of going. Some of them are very reasonable, given current travel costs generally.

When I am feeling trapped and depressed, which happens regularly, the solution for me, anyway, is action. Taking some action. So, why don't you actually start making this a reality by beginning to research it. Choose a destination. Australia? USA? China is cool. Wherever. Pick someplace and start digging. You will find a massive spread in pricing from 400 euros a week (without air) to thousands. See what you can find. Maybe you can actually do something creative and make this happen for yourself.

I hope so. At the end of the day, though, it all starts with picking somewhere you'd like to visit and getting some pricing. If you never do that, you will never know what might have been.