What is more important:
Doing work that you love while dealing with a toxic work environment. Or
Moving to a less stressful job but where you don’t enjoy the work.

Ideally I could have the best of both worlds but that cannot happen right now.

I just need to stay out of my own way at this interview and not self sabotage. I am very good at that and have done it on more than one interview. I know I can keep looking and maybe find the holy grail eventually. That is the problem when you are in a small field most of the jobs have a 90 minute commute on a good day. That is just too much.