Please don't be so hard on yourself! I DO believe you're an AMAZING and WONDERFUL PERSON! Unfortunately even the best of us, and I'd say ESPECIALLY the best of us often end up in a series of unfortunate circumstances. That is no fault of your own. Please don't think less of yourself. Don't you EVER think that you're a bad person because you aren't, ok? I hope your Life will readjust itself REALLY, REALLY, REALLY, REALLY, REALLY SOON BECAUSE YO DOU DESERVE TO BE HAPPY AND YOU KNOW IT! Please hit me up through PM if you need someone to talk to and vent to. I am here and so are many others as well! THAT'S A PROMISE! I PROMISE YOU THAT! I AM SURE OF THAT! YOU CAN REST ASSURED OF THAT! YOU CAN COUNT ON ME AND ON ALL OF US! WE'RE ALL HERE FOR YOU! I SWEAR! PLEASE DO TRUST ME AND ALL OF US AS WELL! In any case, please keep fighting your Battle because I am SURE that you'll come out on top! At the same time, though, please take it one step at the time. Do what you can do and don't push yourself further if you feel like you can't take it. In any case, we're here for you! PROMISE! WE ALL PROMISE YOU THAT AND YOU KNOW THAT! Sending many safe, warm hugs to BOTH you, @unfoldingxwings, your Family, your Friends and ALL of your Loved Ones! Please don't give up hope! I am SURE you'll find someone who will TRULY Love you for WHO YOU TRULY ARE! Keep looking and keep focusing on yourself and on building a better Life so that you'll be able to focus on your future Family and Children, ok? YOU WILL FIND SOMEONE! I AM SURE OF THAT! PLEASE NEVER EVER EVER EVER EVER GIVE UP HOPE NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS! KEEP FIGHTING AND KEEP ROCKING AS MUCH AS YOU POSSIBLY CAN LIKE YOU'RE ALREADY WONDERFULLY DOING ALL AND ENTIRELY BY YOURSELF AND ALL AND ENTIRELY ON YOUR OWN NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, OK?