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Old Apr 01, 2008, 11:42 PM
pinksoil
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Okay, so this is the 1st time I'm posting in this forum and I hope I'm in the right place.

When I was little (maybe about 7 or 8) I was with my parents at their friend's house. Actually, they didn't even like these people, it was more like an obligation. Anyway, I was playing with the couple's son. We were in his room. He was a couple years older than me. I am not sure how old-- perhaps anywhere from 11 to 13. We were playing on this bed and he said something about playing "mommy and daddy." He got on top of me and began making gyrating motions as though we were having sex. Our clothes were on. He was saying things like, "Oh baby, let's do this some more." I do not recall what happened after this. I don't know how it stopped. I'm not sure what I did. I don't think anything else happened, but how can I be 100 percent sure? The next thing I remember is that we were all at the table eating ice cream. I knew what happened wasn't right.

I am now 26 and yesterday was the first time I ever told anyone about this. (I told my therapist over the phone). I have remembered it all these years, but I never wanted to tell anyone until yesterday, when for some reason, the memory was really brewing.

My question is, was this significant? I never wanted to tell anyone all these years because I figured it was just a stupid game that this boy was playing and it wasn't worth talking about. I still feel stupid talking about it now.

Please, I could really use some insight here. Thank you so much.