no i wouldn't marry myself. i don't think i'd like to be friends with myself either. i think if i met myself i'd feel rather repulsed actually. would limit the time i spent with me. would try and avoid me if at all possible.

my therapist doesn't ask so many questions.. oh, sometimes he does. i think i'm having trouble remembering a lot that he says and a lot that he asks. the significant stuff in particular. i think 'hey that is pretty good i should remember he said that' and i never do remember.

once he said 'so you feel x and y and z' and the way he explained it... was spot on. completely right. but i didn't know how i felt. and after i saw him... i couldn't remember what he said.