I am sorry you are struggling. But you are still quite young. I didn't meet my second and at the time, seemingly much better, partner until I was 40. She turned out to be more mentally ill than me and refused treatment. But still, I met her and we built a relationship and I was ten years your senior.

What are your hobbies? Do you have any pets? Any activities or hobbies you've been considering getting into?

I know this can be hard. I haven't had a hug in over a year. Not looking for sympathy here, just reporting facts. It can be hard. But you have many, many years ahead of you. It sounds like what you need to do is develop a more effective strategy for meeting potential people. That is totally possible. So, what about hobbies, activities, and pets?