I was diagnosed at 15. I kind of wore it as a badge at the time, while deep down really denying it. I slowly got better so around 20 or so I said I was either cured or misdiagnosed. I went on with a mostly stable life for about 8 or so years until I had a second, this time very severe, psychotic break. There was absolutely no denying it at that point and I certainly never again wore it as a badge. I wouldn’t wish it on my worst enemy...young or old.
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Every finger in the room is pointing at me
I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring
I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth
Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now
Tori Amos ~ Crucify
Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder
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