It does seem like your Mom can REALLY toxic towards BOTH you and your Sister, @TeaFruit! I am not sure what she may be struggling with, but whatever it is, it is UP TO HER TO GET THE HELP THAT SHE NEEDS AND DESERVES! As for you and your Sister and Family, can you move somewhere else? I do feel like staying with her may not be good for your Health. Please give it a thought if it is possible. You deserve to live a Better Life! YOU DO KNOW AND YOU ARE AWARE THAT THAT'S ALL AND EVERYTHING ABSOLUTELY AND UNDENIABLY TRUE AND YOU KNOW THAT'S ALL AND EVERYTHING ABSOLUTELY TRUE AS WELL! THAT'S ALL AND EVERYTHING ABSOLUTELY AND UNDENIABLY TRUE AND YOU KNOW THAT'S ALL ABSOLUTELY AND UNDENIABLY TRUE AS WELL EVEN IF IT'S DEEP DOWN INSIDE YOU! Please try to see if you can move in ANYWHERE ELSE with some other People and Persons and Human Beings and Companionsand Neighbors and Relatives and Brothers and Sister and Uncles and Grandfathers and Cousins and Family Members and Friends and Acquiantences or ANYONE ELSE WHO CAN HELP YOU OUT IN ANY WAY, METHOD, SHAPE OR FORM, OK? Please keep writing here if it helps. I am here for you and so are MANY, MANY, MANY, MANY, MANY OTHERS AS WELL! I PROMISE YOU THAT! THAT'S A PROMISE! YOU CAN REST ASSURED OF THAT! YOU CAN COUNT ON US! Sending many safe, warm hugs to BOTH you, @TeaFruit, Your Sister, your Family, your Friends, your Doctors, your Pdocs, your Therapists, your Nurses, your Mother, your Relatives and ALL of your Loved Ones! KEEP FIGHTING AND KEEP ROCKING NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, OK?