Thanks for the response. I feel like I have to protect myself now. I will quit reaching out to family. It hurts too much. I'm trying to not let this ruin my day. I guess I need to take a nap and just let it go. I have to face the fact that I'm alone. Have been for a very long time. That's not going to change no matter how hard I try. I know... I've tried. People just don't care. If you aren't in their immediate network, you get treated like ****.